Live

by Unknown Authors

Life is too short. Grudges are waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can! Apologize when you should and let go of what you can’t change. Love deeply and forgive quickly take chances. Give everything and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad, but remember the good and learn from the bad. Smile when ya sad even if you don’t feel like it . Love what ya got, we are owe nothing, and remember what you had. Always forgive but never forget. PEOPLE CHANGE AND THINGS GO WRONG BUT ALWAYS REMEBER LIFE GOES ON!!!!!!

one of my favorite spots ....

by just for my mother , hoping one day she escapes the clutches of  Alzheimer’s (one way or another)

What do I dream for you

To be free and run like you once done

In them wide open spaces .

Just to know you be Free

When you still had your mind and was full of glee

Not like now, where your trap and imprisoned in that shell

Having every thing done

Where you struggle to get out just a  single word and sometimes that is left undone

No I will not forget how you were and are somewhere beneath. So full of life you were

I see it wanting  to break free , and bust  out time after time

for just one more run

In Them wide open spaces.

Oh how I dream

that day comes

You were rob and didn’t even see em

Lock up and put away.

Just Know When that Day Comes

I will not shred a tear of sadness

How can I

Knowing nothing  will be stopping

you  From  running

In them Wide Open Spaces

you so loved.

“the steeper the mountain the harder the climb the better the view from the finishing line” Unknow

“Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.” Ralph Waldo Emerson

“…the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it. – The Lion King” Rafikki

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Well clears throat… Here goes , as you can tell I love music. It is how I cope with life. I mean what would life be without music. It universal, it how I store my memories. How I tone out , and dull the bad in life. I love all types of music. I mean all types of music too … LOL. My kids never stood a chance of not liking music, they were exposed to everything too.
I kind of bounce around sorry … but that is me ! Speaking of my family. I have two great kids. Well I say kids one is fixing to be an adult… All I can say … Damn where did that time go. Well getting back to them. I have a 17-year-old daughter, and a 12-year-old son. I don’t see the daughter much. My son I have every other week . She is very angry at me for how I raised her. All I can say I did the best I could do, and try to be there. I still love her , just have to wait ,untill she goes through this phase and realize I was human! Funny how life goes around. Then there is my son ! Oh, he is a character, he is funny, attention hog , sweet, smart … and yes like his dad a smart ass. At times he a hand full. But no matter what, when he is around it is mine happiest time. I am really lucky I have two great kids that are great people. By the way they know about me being bi . They have accepted that , they don’t always understand it… But they have accepted me for me …. I was out to my ex 8 years before we divorced. She accepted it, but it cause a whole lot of pain for her. Which is the only reason I regret coming out and staying with her. When I came out I should of left then. But hell that neither here nor there. It did have a part of our divorced , but mainly we divorced because we never really had nothing other than the kids that tie us together. We were two people who were married , that live like we were not married … I mean the first two years was great , but some where over there years .. we just drifted apart … not that we needed much help. I was married 18 years.

Me being bi

I love being bi , although I still fight it …. I mean I like women … But I love men … lol
It took me a very long time to deal with me being bi …from thinking I was mentally ill, hiding it ,accepting it , ok thinking society is fuck up not me ! Still there is some big issues to get through like. I would love to be to gather with both sexes at the same time …. in a loving relationship . Odds are it will never happen. Lol ,hell I couldn’t even handle one person. I am ok with this …. I know I can live with out the female counterpart… Though I crave the male counterpart. LOl ok I know some of you are thinking so your gay … yeah right …. just because I can live without the female doesn’t mean I still not attracted to them or desire them … just means I don’t have to have one ..or want one on my arm .. always say unless she got a damn good lucky man , I don’t want her . I wish I would have came out sooner . I lost a lot of time … but then I would be the person I am today. Well that is my first post ….. thanks … I will learn how to do other things here too . Just give me time …..